Papers are filed....

So, that's it. We filed our papers with the Supreme Court of Nova Scotia yesterday. In 4 months, I'll get a letter in the mail telling me my divorce has been approved.

It was shockingly easy to do. Not emotionally, that part was heart wrenching (and still is). But it was far more difficult to get my marriage license than it was to get a divorce. Just sign my name to like 10 different pieces of paper and that's it. No standing in front of a judge, nothing.

I won't even be in the country to see the papers though, as they'll likely arrive at my parents house in September - and I'll still be loving life in Australia! I leave in less than two months for the adventure of a lifetime - and I can't wait!

It's impossible to write down exactly how I feel right now. I don't think words would even adequately express my emotions. I'm so drained of all emotions over the past two days that it's so hard to get excited about my upcoming trip. But, I know that will come and I just need to deal with the emotions surrounding the end of my marriage. Again. Just when I think I'm dealing well with getting divorced, another thing comes along and I revert back to the heartbroken mess that I was in October.

I hate that. I can't wait for the day that all this doesn't affect me anymore. And I hope that day comes soon!